Looking for a job

Times flies for me at the training ground. Now I need to go out to the big sea to fish for food. Hope that the sea may be peaceful for me. A sense of loss and not able to feel any securities. I pray That God can guide me through this ways to help me with my jobs in the future. Like what Mr "N" said that we are to give back to societies. When we are at the mountain and push to the edge. It is either we fly or we jump. I choose to fly.